Saturday, July 31, 2010

Will no one understand me

I have been trying to live peacefully but so far no body allowing me to breath in my space. Cornered me and still pushing me. I don't know what they want from me. I am not interfering with anybody's matter then why everybody is after my peace. Its bad time for me and everyday a worse thing happens. I die every night and in the morning I have been granted another life to live the pain I am carrying. I wonder why world think that I am wrong. I have my own problems and world sees it the other way. If I doesn't like anyone why should I be forced to like them or clear relationship issues with them. I don't want to start over to feel all that pain again. I can't open the mouth of my wounds so that it becomes incurable. What I did so wrong that people are after me to make it their way, what they call the right way.
I pray to Allah safe me and my wife from such people who show something from outside but inside they are all like rotten egg. O Allah please help me to find peace away from such culprits and save me and my wife from them. Ameen

Just keeping one thing in mind. When it is darkness spread all over, in such time of life, even your own shadow disappears. So not expecting anything from anyone. Just waiting for that time when Allah will accept our prayers. Hope it will be soon.


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1 comment:

  1. I am also praying to get together sooner.Because I also can't wait for more longer time.So,you also pray for sooner. I also don't want to take more pain.Please Allah You are the only one to bless us every time, please please please help us out to come out of this darkness(Ameen). If it will not be sooner then can't say for the state of my mind, as its going to be unpredictable sometimes.Because the world is really cruel in all senses.

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